Hello, my dears! ^^

It's been a month (+ 3 days) since my last journal... I haven't had time to update it... or even to draw anything (decent) :/

But, hmm, first off, I want to thank everybody who commented on my last journal
I really appreciate all of your suggestions


So...

My classmates and I presented our theater play on October 30th, and it was really REALLY cool. The script was based on the movie called Hairspray (the one with Zac Efron, LOLZ)... It was pretty simple, but we had a lot of fun with it!
In the end of our presentation, we praised a homage to our Portuguese teacher, who helped us with this project. It was really so touching <3 _{I cried. Seriously.}

On the other day (saturday), My classmates and I made a barbecue on my friend's house, and on sunday, we went to the bowling and to the movies... Gosh, that weekend was pretty busy

November started, and so did my school tests and works... Thay're still keeping me busy...
But, as we are in our very last trimester, most of our teachers want to save the students from the Summer Classes, so the last tests have been easier than I expected than to be {though I don't really know if it's good or not}

My classes are officially over on November 27th, and my very last tests are on.... November 26th! lol

And yeah, we're getting our report cards on November 28th, so my teachers are going to spend the nights correcting our tests. Poor them;;

I'm going to have a test tomorrow, but I'm feeling lazy to study :[

And next week, the seniors are going to held a little event at school... I hope it's worth the price (10 reais)


anyways, that's all

take care,

~himitsunoegao

Hello, dears!

Just to make it short...

I was thinking of drawing something for my friends as a thank you gift for everything they have done for me this year... But I just can't think of anything really... good. :/

Any suggestions?
{Please, feel free to suggest anything that pops on your mind - that means I REALLY have no idea of what I should do D: }

Thank you in advance!

~himitsunoegao


_{PS: Omg, I finally finished watching Kuroshitsuji @_@ *is really slow at watching anime* It was sooo good}

Hello, dears!

It's been exactly one month since I last wrote a journal entry

I've been so busy lately... I can barely doodle during class... I wonder if I'll have time to draw something (decent) before summer vacation... :/

But anyways.
My tests have started yet, and my school works, as well.

My class is also working on a theater project, and we're really in a rush, because we started working on it in the beginning of september and we're gonna present it on October 30th.We need to take care of the wardrobe, scenario, music, light, and everything else in less than two months.
Gosh, we were really crazy when we accepted this purpose! _{Though theater projects are so awesome that the final result is worth the whole troubles we get into during the process, lol}

There were some presentations of the theater project developed by the freshmen during this week. Most of them were pretty cool
I hope our presentation can be as good as the freshmen's were - or even better.

Basically, I just wrote this journal to say that I'm alive xD;;
And I apologize for being so innactive D: And the worst part is that I can't guarantee too many things until December >.>;;

Well, that's all for now!

Take care, everyone!

;*

~himitsunoegao

Hello, dears!

So sorry for the last two journals D: {And the other "depressive ones"}
{Now going to the point}

So, hmm, I was just thinking of what people from different countries/ states/ cities do... Soo, do you mind if I ask some random questions?

Like... what do you guys usually eat in your meals?
Is there anything in your country/ city that you find really interesting?
Any national/ local band/ movie/ soup opera/ whatever that you enjoy, or that are famous in your region (or even around the world )?
Is there any kind of "unusual" fashion there?
How is the "AniManga" world over there? (I mean, are there many otakus/ otomes, events, cosplayers, mangas being sold, etc, there?)
And, of course, what image of Brazil do you guys have? (if you have ever heard about this country )

You can also tell me some other stuff C:

Please, don't worry about "spamming"(?) this journal/ getting carried away while answering, or anything like that...
I just want to know as much as I can... because I'm a little curious

Of course, you can ask me anything (I mean, not anything lol ), an I'll answer you, as well
~Because it's not fair to be the only one asking, right?


xoxo,

~himitsunoegao

Thank you for everyone who commented on the last journal

I really enjoyed reading your arguments, and everything else
I usually have my own negative way of seeing the world, but sometimes it's good to open my mind a bit wider, and notice other points of view.

I already noticed that I'm extremely positive when I talk about other people's situation/things.
I'm always saying "yes, YOU can do it" with all my heart, though I know the chances are really, REALLY low. And it comes to other situations, as well.

But when I think of MYSELF, MY stuffs, MY chances, I'm probably one of the most negative person on the face of Earth.
Maybe because I've grown up with people telling me and proving me that the world just accepts the best, the closest to perfection, the beautiful and wonderful.

But these are the facts:
1. I'm not even close to perfection. Not clever enough, and not beutiful enough (on the inside and outside).
2. I'm the dumbest in the family. No matter how hard I try, I cannot be as intelligent as my brothers, and I'm not as hmm... "popular" as they are, either.
3. I've grown up with people comparing me with my brothers. And now I have the habit of doing it on my own. Which means that I hate report cards, the list of the "Top Ten Students", the school's magazine, the eventual billboards, and everything else that prints my incompetence on the paper. Because in 10 years of school, I never did anything that my brothers didn't do better.
4. I'm tired of it.

Oh, gosh, I intended to write a 'happy journal', but I just got carried away by this subject...

Please, don't feel like commenting here just to "cheer me up", because people have been trying to do it for 10 years already, and it just gets worse. I just felt like writing it, so you could understand a little the reason why I always consider my art "crappy/ not decent enough/ etc", that my birthday is not worth a celebration, etc.

And sorry for all the depressive journals, OTL;;

_{I know it's not my brothers' fault. I don't even know if it's MY fault. *sigh*}